Posted in 79resolution01 on Sep 9, 2010... modified on Sep 9, 2010
Hello, And thank your for taking the time out to read my page.. I was in a car accident on Aug.11, 2009 while being on my vacation from my job.. I have not been back to work since my accident. I went to the hospital, I had low back pain and whiplash from the accident.. while going to the doctor, I found out I had carpal tunnel in both hands.. So I had surgery in my left hand Jan./2010 still having back pain and neck pain.. I ended up going to four different doctors about my back pain and ended up going to a doctor in another state.. He said I had three bulging discs that was causing all the pain I was having.. so I took the pain pills and steriod shots.. which different help at all.. And I ended up having surgery in March/2010.. after the surgery things just started getting worse.. I started getting pain in my legs, my feet, my back pain was in lower in my back.. I couldn't lie down when I was in pain.. I had to walk or move around which made it worse at times.. But the doctor feels that this surgery will help.. it will take some time to heal. The money I was getting to help me has run out.. And now I am waiting to see if I am needed at my job or not... but in the mean time, Everything is piling up on me.. My electric bill, rent, my car payment is due.. I can not lose my car because I have doctor appointments and therapy I need to get to or to get my medicine.. my car insurance is also due and phone and cable bill.. I have been praying and trying not to lose my faith... I have been reading my verses and my devotional books and they do help me to stay focus on GOD.. I can not lose sight of what GOD has in store for me.. I have to have faith, patience, hope, and have happiness in my heart that this will pass.. I know this is a trail that I am going through and GOD knows my heart... But it is up to me to let GOD take care of this ordeal I am facing.. Yes, at times Satan tests me and try to make me give up hope and be depress and scared.. I can not let Satan win this battle.. I can not and will not let Satan make me feel like there is no hope at all for me... My heart says to wait a little longer and be patient.. So that is what I will continue to do.. I will continue to pray and read and keep GOD in my heart, mind and soul.. I can do ALL things in Christ which strengthen me :). I keep this verse on my mind at all times and it helps me to focus on what GOD has in store for me.. To everyone out there that is going through a rough trail in their lives.. And feel like all hope is gone.. And you feel like you have no where to run to.. or someone to talk to... Tell GOD the trouble you are having in your life.. Or if you have something good that has happened to you.. Tell GOD about your good news as well.. GOD loves when we come to him about everything.. whether it be good or bad.. He wants us to trust him and he wants us to rely on him when we are in a crisis.. He just want us to feel love and to know that he loves us.. He will carry you through.. I will be okay and I know things will work out for the good.. My faith will be what will get me through this hardship and it can work for you too!! I will keep you posted on what has happened.. but in the meantime.. Let's pray for one another and help each other to have faith and to be strong in the Lord... God bless each and everyone of you .. Be safe and be blessed!!! :)